My Heart Aches

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So, here we are
I'm just numb while blood comes from my back
Searching for the spot we got off track
While every other week your bags are packed
So let's find someone else

I can't take it, this time I'm gone
Tried to fake it, but you're not "the one"

How my heart aches
Threw stuff out and used a crutch or two
Found new friends and listened to the truth
We pushed and pulled but, girl, we seemed to loose
So let's just find someone else

I can't take it, this time I'm gone
I won't fake it when you're not "the one'

How my heart aches
When I think of life I lost with you
Trying to swim, I was dying to make it through
Life is hard but hope has made things new
Cause I found someone else...


from My Heart Aches EP, released September 9, 2012



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In 2009 music and musings met Jeremy Gordon and he began to write songs while learning the dark arts of recording.
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